Still not there

poison my will with responsibilities
accept, unwillingly, not true
I concented
to give of my time
of my life
to the cause
I was compelled
Not because it was so good
but because I didn't want to be bad

There's two drugs that Torah is
The Zohar says
The Kohanim are the life drug
And the Leviim are the death drug.

The leviim take care of the kohanim
keep the people in line
The kohanim keep us educated, pure

The leviim avenge violations of law
and sing
and wash the shamen's hands for them

My father
needs help
My mother
sends me
I have no excuse
And selfishly ignore whatever I was doing
to go and be a good kid

And it feels good
low in my kidney
makes me feel stronger
who is called warrior?
he that conquers his own will.
Isn't that terrible?

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